Tuesday, 23 March 2010
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- it`s a shame you see me hurting &you cant even man up &say you're sorry for being a total asshole, but in the end you never cared anyways.
-he turned around &looked right at me &said nothing. not even hi. it was as if the months we had spent together, the time i spent loving him, just weren't important, as if they never happened.
-the reason I am still so attached to you, is because I never felt that way about anyone. cliché, right? well, i'm serious. to this day, i would take you back. i would take back all the lack of communication &all the bullshit you pull. i would deal with your stubborn mind &closed heart. tell me why, out of all the Prince Charming’s, why did I chose the most uncharming of them all?
-she thought about her life &how lost she’d felt for most of it. she thought about the way that all truths she’d been taught to consider valuable invariably conflicted with the world as it was actually lived. how could a person be so utterly lost, yet remain living?

-with a heart so weak, maybe love was never really meant for me.
-i try to resist, but i'm weak. opportunity may only knock once, but temptation leans on the doorbell.
-you cannot protect yourself from sadness, without protecting yourself from happiness.
-if you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten.
-the most difficult phase in life is not when no one understands you, but when you dont understand yourself.
-people are going to disappoint you, but what if you wake up one day &you're the disappointment?
-never be ashamed of your love, the only thing to be ashamed of is denying your love.
-you can't hate someone until you know what it might be to love them.
-love has nothing to do with deserving. one gives ones heart &that is all.
- &don't hold your breath, girl. he's not your first, &he won't be your last. just don't hold your breath.
-i don't know why i feel this way about you, i just do... &it's something i just can't stop.
-when i run away from the world, i wish i could run to your arms for comfort.

-don't break the trust of the girl with the trust issues.

-he was always a player, it just took me a while to figure out he didn't really deserve me.
-i'm tired of you hurting me. i don't want to feel used or lied to. i just want to know that you care &i can trust you. that you're my friend. but since i can't say you're any of them, i guess i'm saying i'm done.
-sometimes i wish it were easier for me to just trust people, but then i think about how hard it is for people to keep a promise that's made to be broken
-promises are just made to be broken, remember that next time he tells you he'll be there forever.
-is it so hard to believe we've come to this? a month ago i wouldn't have imagined not wanting to talk to you &now i'm ignoring you at all costs all because you were a dick.

-five years ago i would have never though i'd be crying myself to sleep. five years ago i wouldn't have dreamed i would already have a broken heart. five years ago, i thought i was going to be a happy teen. five years ago i believed in miracles. here i am lying in bed crying with my broken heart. i'm not happy &the only miracle I believe in right now is that maybe i can get through the night with a little bit of sleep, enough so i can go to school tomorrow with a fake smile on my face.
-how am i supposed to feel? with him, it wasn't love, just incredibly blind infatuation. i knew in my heart i could move on after him. with you, now.. you're different. this isn't the same thing. this is healthy. good for me in away, or at least it could be. if only you knew that i really love you even though you have a girlfriend.
-i love the feeling i get when i read a good book. i become part of that world. it becomes part of me. i can't put that book down until i finish it. i become so involved with the world i'm reading about, the one that seems so perfect, that i forget about everything around me.
-every time she sees you, &you see her, &give her that genuine smile, can't you also see that you're killing her inside every single time?
-you say that you hate to see me sad, well you would've been dead if you had seen me without that fake smile i called real...
-call me whatever you want because for the first time in my whole life, i've realized that what you think doesn't matter anymore.

-&if you really loved me, the promise that you made, saying you'd never leave me, would have been true. but even though you never left my side, you left my heart, &that's what hurts the most.
-so maybe without a boyfriend, your life is less complicated. i think of it as the other way around. without a boyfriend, you don't have anyone to hold you when you're cold or give you kisses to cheer you up when you're sad.



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