Monday, 07 March 2011
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Thursday, 03 March 2011
-love is needing someone. love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.
-if i could give everyone one piece of love advice, it would be once you find the one you've spent your whole life searching for, don't give them up without a fight. never let them just walk right out of your life. whatever you do, don't ever let them go. hold onto them with all that you've got, because you have no guarantee that they'll be back. so, don't make the mistake i have made. don't just watch them leave. it could be the last you ever see them. don't look back on it ®ret not saying the words you needed to say, or doing the things you needed to do. because the feeling of regret will never leave you.
-never let people get to you. the way i see it, they can't pull the trigger if you don't hand them the gun.
-courage is walking down the hallways of school with your head held high the day after he broke your heart.
-we discover the important things in life &why they're important.
-i can't stop thinking about what would have happened if we hadn't given up on each other.
-it's funny how the people who know the least about you, always have the most to say.
-&i'm still waiting for that moment in time that makes me feel alive like you used to.
-sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. but then one day you feel something else, somethings that's different and unfamiliar. &in that moment you realize...you're happy. but be aware, once that happiness is gone, you’ll be more broken then ever.
-you want to know what it's like to be in love with you? it's like taking me to the top of the highest mountain, showing me the entire world &telling me 'this is everything you can't have'.
-sometimes your enemies teach you more than your friends ever could.
-you're missing what’s right in front of you a girl that would give up everything just to be yours.
-i want to be alright without you. i want to smile, i want to laugh, i just want to stop lying to myself. you've been pulling me down for way too long &i know now it's time to let you go. it's time i stop worrying about you &your precious little life; it's time i think about myself for a change. it's time i treat myself right &leave behind those who don't. it's time i dig myself out of this hole &start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.
-it scares me how easily everyone can move on so fast. how what once meant so much, can be forgotten like it meant nothing.
-the reason that seesaws have two seats is because that way there is always someone to bring you back up when you go down.
Saturday, 26 February 2011
so guys, im at my friend morgans house for the weekend, so i cant update anythingg,
but i promise i willllll on monday, or sunday nighhht :)
butttttt until then...
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Monday, 21 February 2011
-LIVE BY THE SUN LOVE BY THE MOON<3
-we've taken too many left turns to ever turn this right. neither of us is good at letting go, but holding on doesn't seem to be our forte, either. let's face it - we're better off without each other. now we need to conjure up every ounce of selfishness buzzing through our one-track minds, &put it to good use.
-just stop, i can't do this anymore. just rewind &take me back to when we were perfect for each other.
-all i wanted was for things to be the way they used to be, so i kept going &going... as if somehow hoping to make time move in reverse.
-we all shine on, like the moon &the stars and the sun.
-the stars in his eyes his hands in my hair, i swear we had it all. if only i had looked a little closer &seen what i saw a little sooner.
-i have faith that you'll find your way &realize your mistakes &show up on my doorstep.
-i hate that feeling you feel when you say the final goodbye. the feeling that something in your heart is missing. like a huge hole. that's how i feel ever since you walked away.
-there is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. to watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space &silence.
-i took one big step &i looked away &then i thought of all the things that i wanted to say i'm always too late you never got your story straight i'm always up late I think I'm everything you hate.
-don't settle for what's acceptable, fight for what is above &beyond.
-some people meet the way the sky meets the earth… inevitable, &there is no stopping or holding back their love. it exists in a finished world, beyond the reach of common sense.
-sometimes, the best relationships happen by accident.
-you don't deserve a point of view if you can't see anyone else's.
-don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like dirt you still had happy memories.
-with love, you should go ahead and take the risk of getting hurt… because love is an amazing feeling.
-whenever you leave something you loved so much that meant the entire world to you, there comes a long process in reaction to it. you're thrusted into something that feels like somewhere you've never been before, but it's the exact same place you've been in. sometimes your heart needs a long restart to realize how it feels to be off your sleeve, &back in your own chest.
-chances are like lightning, they never hit the earth at the same spot twice. so when a chance comes your way, grab it cause it may never come again.
-i read a quote today. &i started to cry. it fit you to a "T" &re-awoke all those feelings i've been trying so hard not to let you see.
Wednesday, 16 February 2011
britney tongel. rest in peace<3
im gonna miss you so much. i know we havent been close since like eight grade, but that time when i really needed someone you were there for me and i can NEVER thank you enough for that. you were a great friend to everyone that cared about and so many people cared about you. i hope all the jealous bitches and stuck up guys feel like shit for the things they did and said to you, you didnt deserve any of it. you really were a great person with a bad past, you went through alot and im sorry for that, but it made you who you were and i loved that person, you could make yourself comfortable around anyone in any situation. you were funny and nice and really were a great person. you knew how to party it up and theres nothing wrong with that at all. you lived your life to the fullest. you didnt always make the best choices, but everyone makes mistakes and no ones perfect. you'll always be in everyones hearts, love you<3
i seriously hope all you asshole bitches out there feel like shit, how many times does this have to happen for you to realize the things you do to people and say are wrong? really, all your doing is is bring other people down to try to make yourself feel better. if your just yourself people will like you alot more, and you wont have to feel guilty when stuff like this happens. i really hope you all learn. another great person shouldnt have to be lost because your ignorance and stupidity